girl i'm sorry now, were the last thing on my mind

if only everyday could be as simple and enjoyable like this ! a little bit of everything.

well, good saturday !

had enough sleep for the previous night. went to play soccer with the andersonian peeps in the morning at nyjc. saw jia jun, zhi jia! hahahaha.

saw liyanah playing touch rugby too. seriously can't remember when was the last time i saw her, but it was a long time i think. somehow talk talk a bit then went to ate lunch with her and catch up!

relax at home and read harry potter!! going to finish the book later, finally !

din't seem that long ago also, but i haven't met chen ting for almost 3months already! last time i saw him, i was a recruit. now i'm a corporal. it's like... whoa! just catched up, ate chomp chomp and went coffee bean. saw darryl's sister and grace there too! his hell week and all was damn xiong la !! good job anyway, surviving ! hahaha

i think that one of the best things to do is just to talk. talk and catch up. i can't explain it.

it's just a kind of good feeling inside you

sometimes i tell myself that i should avoid some people. people who give me negative vibes, who disappoint me, who hurt me occasionally,who make me sad. am i selfish ? or am i too judgemental ? no. it's because if i could choose, i would not want to get hurt. i would not want to risk it. because i can avoid it. and still, i feel sad for missing out. missing out on the many things that i could have done with the person, if i maintained or "improved" our relationship.

what should i do ? listen to my heart.