因为我活在西界, 只拥有半个白天

IPPT GOLD. 23/25pts. FINALLY.

damn damn happy. i wanted to leave it like this. short and sweet

but i just have so much on my mind now, and i want to type it all out. just like why i write a diary. something i can look back on next time, and remember clearly.

it's like in harry potter. dumbledore has this pensieve thing ?? where you can just suck your memories into it. and next time whenever you want to, you can just revisit the memory. as if you were right there. i would love to own that thing. if it were ever to exist.

according to encik, my ippt that i took this(fri) morning. is GOLD ! YEAHHHHHH. funny, he's not my platton encik. but he knows my name. he says ya gold, your shu qi right? i'm like ????!! how does he know/remember my name ? good thing is he's the nicest encik in our company. maybe there are more perks! i jumped and jumped 234cm !! after my previous 2 failed IPPT sessions before this one, i finally jumped 5 FREAKING CM more. to get my gold. if i dint get it this time, i would be like stabbing myself la. you know the feeling, 5 more cm ONLY. like just that little bit more. well gold for now, is more for personal achievement. next time, when you get gold for ippt, it's $200 more money! silver is $100 only. i think it's the fifth time i took ippt during this course and first time i wore contact lens to do my ippt in the 5 attempts. maybe got some luck? i remember weird details.

i feel that when you feel comfortable, your best, 100%, you will do better. just like you dress up well, you feel good. you walk confidently, etc etc. just like of course i feel better with clearer eyesight la. hahahaha nevermind, if you don't get the link.

i was appointed platoon i/c from thurs night. quite a good experience. like some challenge. cannot be so slack. and recently, everyone wanna slack/pon/ cao geng already. all report sick la. basket then i got to remember all their 4-D numbers. like one kena bitten by scorpion, some reporting sick , some excuse running marching and jumping, or somebody book out for medical appointment. then count strength again and again. and tally the numbers of who is participating and who's not. a bit headache man. but manageable la. come to think of it, it's kinda fun actually.

seriously my best week in sispec. book out just now at like 7.30pm ? so this week was just damn good la! much more free time. while most of the other companies have field camps next week still !

watched bourne ultimatum with papa just now at lido!! damn damn good la. it's one of my favourite ever shows/series. matt damon is like damn damn cool and zai. damn action, the soundtrack very nice, then like keeps you on your toes. the type of person who you would love to admire, respect and emulate. but sadly, his character is just some fiction, some "super hero" that cannot exist. and i think for the first time in my life, i had a muscle crap, at my thigh. a damn sharp pain, and i needed to stretch my muscle. now i know how it feels like. weird, that i din't experience cramps before today, with the exercises i have always been doing since young.


i think i try too much to enjoy life. just drinking, eating whatever i want, at large amounts someitimes. and giving a good reason for anything that i want to do. like since i got gold for ippt today, i should drink coke. indulge!