it's like a whirlwind inside of my head

I HATE SORE THROAT !!

i wonder why a person who wants to meet up with people, asks another person to arrange the meeting. and he still comes late. annoying. syahril--->> 45mins late.

went out with darryl today.

finally found lifehouse cd at hmv today!!! wow but it's one of my most expensive music cd purchase. $27.95 ! i think it's imported from america. no matter. his voice is great, the lyrics are wonderful !

LIFEHOUSE ROCKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

watched bourne ultimatum again at gv max, vivo city. haven't been there for a long time. and first time i watched at vivo's biggest theatre ! the leg room is like madness la!

chilli cheese fries !! nachoss, popcorn. including the sore throat.

and me and darryl bought the same shirt again. he kind of forced me to! hopefully, i will grow to like it more. i think we are so gay. we have the same cat high uniforms, cat high pe attires, nyjc uniforms and pe, nyjc tennis jerseys, giordano jeans, zara long sleeve shirt. and yes you can add one more shirt now. i just remembered. we also have the same sets of army stuff. we are going to get the same ranks. and we are going NUS together. WOW! super GAY ! HAHAHA

and we ate nydc ! shiok man. the potato skins !!!!!!! there is this something i just love about wheelock place.






i love to go out more. but i need to do a lot of other things for myself. rest, read newspapers, listen music, watch tv... arghhhhh. must think of some white lies.


i deceive myself everytime.
i know the outcome.
and i'm still so stubborn.

now now now.
i will not bluff myself again. WILL NOT !

this was long long overdue.




what slipped through the cracks
i fear we will never know