the sun goes down, i feel the light betray me
hmmmmm !!!!!
had urban training at some abandoned hdb's on monday. damn stupid ! i was lazy and i misfired the blank. really hope i don't kena any punishment. think the stupid staff sgt forgot about it. THINK SO !
my platoon i/c job stretched for the entire week ! so i did it for like 5.5 days?? suppose to be around 3 days. cause some people had this 9div parade. so they had rehearsals and the lps was not around, so i had to help him cover his duty.
well bad thing was the lsc's, din't really help me and i got scolded at first for giving wrong information (counting strength). damn annoying cause the lsc's don't know their own section's strength. so how the hell am i suppose to know ?! and it's very confusing with some people on status but still particpating, some parade, some going to report sick. etc.. really reminded the lsc's to do their job, and assist me.
it's still quite fun being LPS(leader platoon sergeant/ platoon i/c). shouting commands everytime. example "watch it !! platoon 3, sede.... YAH!!! " hahahaha and i try to shout it out loud. running beside the platoon during our 6km jog. ahahahaha! i must ensure that the platoon runs together. so i always tell them to close up the gap, i do this by asking everyone to touch the person infront of them. they ended up molesting, smacking the person's backside, and jumping around. damn funny hahaha! sgt loh said i did a good job !
one of my platoon mates also said " you seem like your enjoying yourself " as in enjoying myself doing my lps job. that should be the way right ? getting stressed out really sucks. i kinda got used to it after a while, and i think i did better (kiran says so) , and became more like myself, joking and cheeky. and also GUAI LAN ! hahahaha opps.
bad shit also happens. my bunk mate got so angry with me, he kicked the chair down. and why?? because i was trying to do my job ! damn disgusted again. because he wants me to do something that is unfair to the others. it shows that he is a selfish person who just thinks for himself. he is so LOW, i don't respect him at all. and he is the ONLY ONE complaining out of the 15 others. piss off. now people get angry at me when i'm DOING MY JOB ? i won't take his name off. it's not my character. i'm not some person you can bully or order around with. if i took his name off, i would be like some cheap rubbish, doing wrong things, without having a mind of my own.
well my section mates all thought that he was unreasonable, i handled the situation well. and he's such !@#^%$#% . shout, kick chair, make such a big fuss over a small thing.
when i have nothing left, i can only believe in my values, trust, responsibility, integrity. and i strongly abide by them. because this is what makes me feel that i'm doing the right thing. makes me feel so much more sure of myself.
hahaha we had nights out that day. damn funny? i eat the slowest again. and kiran just keeps on laughing at me. it's like i have a funny face. and i do very stupid/blur things occasionally. like classic funny moments where somehow my section mates remember clearly and laugh their ass off at me. or i'm just very crazy sometimes. they say i'm weird. i think i'm just myself. crazy, childish sometimes. but it's really fun ! lighten up the mood a bit. i told them about my comedian ambition, and kiran says it is possible! HAHAHA. i'm a JOKE !
this morning, my company performed in the 9 div parade. 3 of my section mates participated ! dmn fun watching sometimes. the band music is very nice to hear. like somehow you feel like you want to go and march properly and with pride. they also played national day songs ! really good job done! and like they did the parade in the HEAVIEST rain you could imagine, without lightning of course. their whole bodies completely wet. but the parade went on. respect
first time did soc in 1 mth, and with timing. passed !!
i got interview for PTI next week !!! WHOOOOOOO.
i wrote a lot about myself today. ego.
but it makes me remember what i am now. what happened now. and what i can look back on next time and recall.
had urban training at some abandoned hdb's on monday. damn stupid ! i was lazy and i misfired the blank. really hope i don't kena any punishment. think the stupid staff sgt forgot about it. THINK SO !
my platoon i/c job stretched for the entire week ! so i did it for like 5.5 days?? suppose to be around 3 days. cause some people had this 9div parade. so they had rehearsals and the lps was not around, so i had to help him cover his duty.
well bad thing was the lsc's, din't really help me and i got scolded at first for giving wrong information (counting strength). damn annoying cause the lsc's don't know their own section's strength. so how the hell am i suppose to know ?! and it's very confusing with some people on status but still particpating, some parade, some going to report sick. etc.. really reminded the lsc's to do their job, and assist me.
it's still quite fun being LPS(leader platoon sergeant/ platoon i/c). shouting commands everytime. example "watch it !! platoon 3, sede.... YAH!!! " hahahaha and i try to shout it out loud. running beside the platoon during our 6km jog. ahahahaha! i must ensure that the platoon runs together. so i always tell them to close up the gap, i do this by asking everyone to touch the person infront of them. they ended up molesting, smacking the person's backside, and jumping around. damn funny hahaha! sgt loh said i did a good job !
one of my platoon mates also said " you seem like your enjoying yourself " as in enjoying myself doing my lps job. that should be the way right ? getting stressed out really sucks. i kinda got used to it after a while, and i think i did better (kiran says so) , and became more like myself, joking and cheeky. and also GUAI LAN ! hahahaha opps.
bad shit also happens. my bunk mate got so angry with me, he kicked the chair down. and why?? because i was trying to do my job ! damn disgusted again. because he wants me to do something that is unfair to the others. it shows that he is a selfish person who just thinks for himself. he is so LOW, i don't respect him at all. and he is the ONLY ONE complaining out of the 15 others. piss off. now people get angry at me when i'm DOING MY JOB ? i won't take his name off. it's not my character. i'm not some person you can bully or order around with. if i took his name off, i would be like some cheap rubbish, doing wrong things, without having a mind of my own.
well my section mates all thought that he was unreasonable, i handled the situation well. and he's such !@#^%$#% . shout, kick chair, make such a big fuss over a small thing.
when i have nothing left, i can only believe in my values, trust, responsibility, integrity. and i strongly abide by them. because this is what makes me feel that i'm doing the right thing. makes me feel so much more sure of myself.
hahaha we had nights out that day. damn funny? i eat the slowest again. and kiran just keeps on laughing at me. it's like i have a funny face. and i do very stupid/blur things occasionally. like classic funny moments where somehow my section mates remember clearly and laugh their ass off at me. or i'm just very crazy sometimes. they say i'm weird. i think i'm just myself. crazy, childish sometimes. but it's really fun ! lighten up the mood a bit. i told them about my comedian ambition, and kiran says it is possible! HAHAHA. i'm a JOKE !
this morning, my company performed in the 9 div parade. 3 of my section mates participated ! dmn fun watching sometimes. the band music is very nice to hear. like somehow you feel like you want to go and march properly and with pride. they also played national day songs ! really good job done! and like they did the parade in the HEAVIEST rain you could imagine, without lightning of course. their whole bodies completely wet. but the parade went on. respect
first time did soc in 1 mth, and with timing. passed !!
i got interview for PTI next week !!! WHOOOOOOO.
i wrote a lot about myself today. ego.
but it makes me remember what i am now. what happened now. and what i can look back on next time and recall.
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