memories and the past

met up with some of my jc classmates recently and it was fun

nostalgic.

it has been almost 7 years since we knew each other.

there were so so many fun times. we were so carefree. stupid, blur, childish, immature and ultimately innocent. or at least i was. and that wasn't enough, it could have been much better. but it was good enough, for me.

there were many phases in my life in jc. all these phases were shared with different people i knew. i was close to one, and then another one, and then another person. it was fun. great memories. that seem so distant now that it feels like a dream sometimes. like "did that really occur?", "did it really even happen?" it is like i need some revision to remember the memory again. all in all, i was glad for all the things i learnt with the many people i interacted with. i cherish many of those memories, the intimate talks, 1 on 1 chats... just being close with somebody. that felt nice.

looking back, it was funny. the many mistakes i made while "trying to date". doing stupid things and maybe being too nice to everyone. missing opportunities and wondering always, what-if ? what-if i have done this, or what-if i have done that ?

my mentality was happy and contented. just taking things day-by-day, one at a time.

just having someone as company was satisfying enough.

but that doesn't work out if you actually like that person.

oh well.

i will always be proud to be from Nanyang Junior College.

Thanks for the memories.

and thanks for making me the person that I am today.

always grateful