if i only could, be running up that hill

semester has been pretty good so far.. in terms of sleep time and workload. but somehow, friends, good friends?? politics.. well.. not as well as i expected. disappointing,really. weird.

have to be really really independent. don't be so conscious of myself. now i'm really trying to train hard for tennis, play better and improve, it's tough but still a great challenge and privilege. i'm really glad that i made it into the team. one of the best things so far in university.

had a bad day yesterday... very rare moment of outburst, scolding my teammates. i can't be joking all the while, there is a time to be serious too. surprised myself though, normally i don't even scold people.


keep your close friends closer. and don't forget your family too.


and if i only could, make a deal with god, get him to swap our places