feels like insomnia

lately i have been sleeping very late. like 1, 2 am ++ everyday.. while waking up at 6am to go to camp.. and then trying to get as much sleep in camp.. sleeping during lunch time.
damn tired..

its like i'm neither here nor there ? you know as if your body is there but your soul somehow isn't ?
like i could be gone anytime, now. it just feels like that to me.. surreal, weird and yet interesting. as life always is. love to sleep though !!

oh and i watched YES MAN with khai bin and derek again.. we absolutely loved it.. like the previous movie we watched together, which was four christmases! i think their really great movies.. movies like this really cheer me up.. having a good laugh. just makes you feel so much better. especially if your not feeling so good recently.. i wish i could watch a movie like this everyday. it could do wonders .. love spending time among the 3 of us.. i always enjoy myself.

top one karaoke was good ? (for me at least? ) lol cause i sang quite a bit? and satisfied with my singing, HAHA. sorry if i hogged the mic. well we did want to get 2 rooms. next time CONFIRM get two rooms...

then became very zi-high later at dinner and +++ .. think talk too much lol.. at least i'm being myself ? had fun though.. coffee nation is a nice hide out to relax


i want to be happy everyday.. i dont like being some lovesick idiot
its always an irony, in the manner/way you learn from your "mistakes" arghh


because i can't sleep
till your next to me
no i can't live
without you no more

i just can't go to sleep
cause it feels like i've fallen for you