and so it is

so i'm feeling much better now. not so jaded.. been goofing around as usual in camp, talking utter rubbish. like really CRAP.. like getting stress over buying back food? hahaha.

quite relaxed.. watching GOSSIP girl XO XO. super bitchy/politics and crazy catfights. and playing fifa 08 .

catching up with vanessa(k) !

i just realised how HARMFUL is the medicine i'm taking. well
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Common Side Effects: abnormal hair growth, bleeding gums, decreased night vision, decreased tolerance for contact lenses, delay in wound healing, drowsiness, dryness of eyes, lips, mouth, nails, nose and skin, headache, itching, sensitivity to sun, sexual dysfunction.

Adverse side effects: blood in urine, bruising, conjunctivitis, chest pain, depression, diarrhea, difficulty breathing or swallowing, dizziness, headache, hearing or vision problems, low blood pressure, pain in bones or joints, peeling or red patches, problems walking, rash, rectal bleeding, ringing in ears, seizure, skin infection, stomach pain, stroke, suicidal thoughts, swelling, upset stomach, vomiting, weight loss.

These adverse side effects should be reported to your doctor immediately, or medical advice sought if your doctor is not available. If they are serious, you will need to contact emergency personnel and seek treatment at once.

Any incidence of suicidal thought or deprpession needs to be brought up with your treating physician at once. In rare cases, this medication has been linked to a higher incidence of desperate acts, and this possibility must be taken seriously by those being treated with Roaccutane."

wow. so basically if i have any of the symptoms mentioned above, i could be thinking of committing suicide, be sexually inactive, BECOME SKINNY (OMG I REEALLY WANT), have bad bad stomach aches(which i recall having recently), itchy itchy eyes!

so so many effects ! its like if i am sick, i can just blame it on taking the medicine. don't mind me if i'm crazy. heheheheee

was eating dinner with my parents just now and then a TOAD bounced its way to the kitchen.. like WTH ?!! hahahahaha.. i was half scared/surprised though.. but my maid managed to chase it back outside. seems like mr toad wants to migrate lol.