jaded

oh man.. i suddenly feel so sapped. As if the world is going to end and it does not really matter to me. don't know whats up with me.

i think it takes a lot of energy to be me.. because sometimes i'm hyper and enthu. but when i am feeling tired or moody, people ask me if i'm ok.. well i can't be 100% all the time right ? and even if i am not 100%, i try not to acknowledge it. i don't want to be a spoil sport or give the impression that i'm moody and all.

been having some outings recently. like a bit no feeling leh.. weird.
like not excited or happy ? quite bland and dull. hmmmmmmmmm. i feel so, anyway.

don't really know what i want or what i should do.. arghhhhh

i think i am very very lazy now. hehehehe

but well it does happen from time to time.. just a phase probably.. going to try to stay at home tomorrow and relax !!



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well maybe.. just maybe.
i wouldn't mind(would you?) having some quiet time with you alone