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Thursday, May 31, 2007

好朋友 ?

i think we are good friends, but then again it does not seem like it.
maybe i should stop thinking that we are good friends.
my definition of good friends may be different.

i think it's nearly impossible not to feel lonely when we are in army. unless you have a girlfriend.
it's really quite hard to keep in contact with people. but it's normal. i think sms-ing girls for the sake of sms-ing is quite lame.

though i do it sometimes, i only contact like 1 girl , seriously. my friends are like lonely and sian cause no one messages them or no girls to contact. but so what? so what if 20 people message you? your ego becomes bigger ? your more popular? you get some award? just live with it.

i just realised why i don't know much about army until now. because it's really no use telling other people about it, if they have never gone through army. they really cannot understand, cannot relate to it at all.

i tell my sister about my army experience and she just tells me to be a man and don't complain. yes. i don't like to complain, trust me. i hate to be seen as a whiny, angsty, negative, stuck up teenager. the more negative you are, the more negative vibes you give others, and people would not like to hang out with you. but it's everywhere, i see it everyday, friends sian, tired, jaded. please la, no offence to my friend. but a normal acjc guy, straight a's, talented musician, can cry in front of my sergeant in the second week. so he's a girl ? like guy cry in front of guys!! you won't understand the pressure. i myself have to admit it's not easy.

army is probably something i would just want to go through once in my life, and just forget about it. it would be nice to talk about it, but not fun when your doing it. after army people say it's fun and easy, their probably just lying and boasting. unless their vocation is the slack slack type la.

P.S. jiejie i'm not angry ah! i'm just trying to give my point of view.

i've become so boring because the only thing i can talk about is ARMY!

slacking is the best thing!!

好朋友

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着

谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌

你也只看见我哭了

你退缩你冷漠

不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞

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