the beginning

tainted, has our love grown cold
in a place that's bitter and broken
we tasted of a world I know
surely there must be something better

something forever

i know that in letting go
i'm learning how to live
through a life i have to give

i love my holdiday.

gossiping, feeling high. talking so much that i eat the slowest. downloading new songs! watching mtv. playing warcraft. msn-ing. surfing blogs. sleeping. blasting the music and dancing, singing, clubbing,chatting over coffee, watching movies movies and more movies.

love love slacking and talking cock. and stuff.. it's good to talk and share with close friends. like when i talk to darryl. cause it's more personal, honest and you really learn.

i really think that i am gonna miss all the stuff that i have done in these.. almost 5 mths? cause i could not have spent my time any better than i could and i probably would not be able to do this next time :(

sleeping late, slacking slacking, going out almost everyday, waking up everyday with not much stress lol. i've watched like 20 movies in theatres in 3months? since i came back from england. madness la! i could not have done that if i was working or studying. then eating lots of long john silvers, drinking coffee bean and starbucks! shiok shiok life.

sadly, all the nice movies are coming out after i go in army la! basket. #@$#$!#%@@!
pirates of the carribean( but i only wanna see the singapore pirate chow yun fat, lol) , shrek 3, spider man3 ,harry potter, oceans 13, transformers, wild hogs, bourne ultimatum. DAMN NICE SHOWS AH !! i'll try my best to catch them when i book out.

was so busy until dunno what i did this week lol. ate long john like 4 times? watched 3 movies. and yeah just everyday busy. cause yeah go army alreadyyyy! must meet up with as many people as i can .

went back to school on saturday. played soccer and tennis. so weird , a lot of seniors were also there. touch ruggers, basketball peeps like joshua,louis zhi jia, clement see and co, jiajun,jiahong they all. hahaha and the anderson soccer peeps of course. quite happy seeing everyone in school !! just like the old times.

oh and beat that stupid junior in tennis.

sometimes i think my father is crazier than me lol.
also, that day he was like . "when your gone, papa how ah? nobody to irritate!" :)

i'm enlisting today. it's weird why everyone asks me the same few questions. are you excited, scared, nervous ?? and good luck. hmmm no , maybe scared i will die. and what is there to good luck ? lol. i'm just gonna try to have fun. i'm not sian or excited. just like that lor.

i must learn to take things in my stride. put my energy in people that are more worth it.

so many more things to say but i can't recall what.

P.S.
thanks jie jie for buying the clothes!! hahaha. yes miss chatting with you. you so lucky la go around the world. i'm going army today!