am i more than you bargained for yet ?

this week has been very tiring, though our only main BIG activity was throwing a live grenade. everyday was quite packed with many activities. everyone was like damn tired !!

but at least i'm in a better mood !

talked quite a lot with my parents during dinner just now. well they are happy and that's more than enough for me to be relieved for now. it's weird, i thought they will be disappointed. well better than nothing. for all i have done, i can't ask for more. hope nus can give me arts and social sciences though, that's what i really really want. and at least we all don't need to worry about getting into uni. at least i got something. just see how it goes..

it's been 7 weeks of army and so far i participated in all activies and have yet to report sick!! though i din't put in 100% for activities sometimes, i think it's quite a good achievement. hope i don't faint or something this week. sometimes the weather is so damn hot. the temperature in tekong is 2degrees higher in the day and 2 degrees lower in the night. i almost wanted to fall out.

right now, i don't really know what to look forward to. about 2more weeks to passing out parade?
but after that, it's army again and again.

if only guys could live without girls


sugar we're going down - fall out boy

i'm just a notch in your bedpost
but your just a line in a song

drop a heart
break a name

we're always sleeping in
and sleeping
for the wrong team

we're going down
down in an earlier round
and sugar
we're going down swinging

i'll be your number one with a bullet
a loaded god complex
cock it and pull it

isn't it messed up how i'm just dying to be him ?