but if you could find a reason to stay

i need to be less competitive when playing games online, the playstation 3..

really feel like hitting something damn hard.. or like just biting(crushing) my fingers.
damn crazy.. but it wears off after a while la.. just a game.. ARGHHH I WANT TO WIN.
really feel like destroying my controller

the opposite result, winning. is a super good feeling though

ok so now is recession.. people are losing jobs, people can't find jobs... people are pessimistic.
people are scared..

and like almost 8 times out of 10, i see this auntie(working in office) everytime playing SOLITARE on her computer.. wtf.. come office to play solitare... wa laoooooooooooooooo
i really wonder what pay is she getting..
it is freaking hilarious to pass by her office and see her playing solitare.. (their office is see-through one, glass)

solitare's the only game in town.............


the smallest things really do count the most
if you do one or 2 big things a year?
but the smallest things everyday, every week
you don't do
it all adds up
and the result is you disappoint people

many people don't seem like what they are
if only everyone knew

must be bad luck