and everyone will glow

so people are bias against me for absolutely no reason at all

so friend s lie to you

friend s never keep their word

friend says sorry to you 10, 000 times.. as if it actually means anything

friend s makes you feel so terrible
because they are lying when they should just tell the fucking truth

friend s act as if i am in the wrong when they themselves are always guilty of it

friend s are never there for me

i'm not perfect
but i just expect my friend to keep to their words.
because they mean something to me
and when they don't keep to it

how the hell do you expect me to believe in anything ??
how can i trust you

how can i spend anytime whatsoever with them, when there are so many better friends out there

but why can't YOU be better ?
you can do so much better than this

tell me why am i wrong

tell me why i need to even think twice when i shouldn't even give a damn

tell me why i must feel miserable and sad when i can be happy everyday

my life is too short for me to make stupid decisions


please don't think it is you
cause i could just be imagining things,
yeah