unappreciative ?

i'm really really happy now. like my work is very relaxed now. own time own target. i set my own deadlines, decide whether i want to do more work or not (on that day).

able to read newspapers everyday. get enough sleep. hopefully get THE driving license this year.

i get to watch every arsenal match i want on tv. i can plan a nice captain on my duty clerk days. and my duty clerk would probably only be once a month on a weekday I CHOOSE. because my sec sch classmate is planning the duty! hahaha help each other.

get to talk rubbish and laugh around

i get to see many friendly and nice people around my building area. tea break, exercise, lunch. making new friends. example: a SIR, who is the same age and lives near my house. sometimes topang ride from him! nice and funny guy hahaha. he feels weird when i always address him as sir.

then of course i get to go home
EVERYDAY.

what more can i ask for, right?

i can't complain. i can't compare with many others.
even if i get shit everyday, 5.30pm= book out, go home.
just leave everything in camp. forget about army altogether


my only "enemy" now is one person. and she's just a civilian working.
my mam.
luckily many things are going to change!! for the better i hope
gonna be my sir's PA.
whoo hoooo. everyone is like now nobody can touch me.
but it's not that big a deal actually

proabably can represent my formation for tennis in the inter-formation games.


sometimes i feel weird. easily irritated and angry.
sometimes high and very happy. joking around.
funny. like sometimes, feel like i have this dislike towards some friends.
i think its just a stage. or maybe my mood
i'm kinda scared, should i be feeling this ?


anyways i don't think i want many things at the moment.
just happy, healthy, and FAT-FREE !
that is all i really want