built to last

fall out boy, melee and shayne ward. new songs! ahhhhhhhh. love it.

sometimes even though i have about 1500 tracks in my mp3 player, i can't think of a song that i want to listen. like a bit boring leh. then i keep on shuffling and shuffling the songs.
so i love d/l and listening to new songs! like the song built to last by melee. happy emo song! like can dance dance typee.. woots woots!! i sound so boy boyy.. hahahaha

saw lots of guys in town today lol. army guys. like go here, Hii hiii. then darryl they allso hi here and there lol. saw manav ! fuquan on the bus.

darryl's OH MY ! lol. hahaha today we all met up. it's so funny talking about it and joking around. all curious. no deal, chill pill, OH MY! hahaha darryl's new lingoo. just the 4 of us friends since sec 2. close friends for long time. our regular meetings never fail to make us all happy. and we know each other so well. like when moses is feeling sian just now, hahaha i totally understood why. we all feel the same about most matters. our way of thinking

i feel,

friends who contact you often, their your good friends. why? because friendship is a 2-way thing. both willing to meet up, willing to catch up and maintain the friendship. it's no use trying to be close to a friend when he/she does not really bother to contact you or like open up to you. this may sound petty, but why waste your time on a person? when you know that you will be disappointed? and your expectation of a friend from that person is not what he/she can meet ? after a while, if friends don't contact each other, they will "drift apart" slowly and a gap will open up. (not all the time though)

i feel really happy when i get messages from my friends recently. though some of them i only knew just few mths ago from army. they still message and ask me how are you ? to take care and reassure me on stuff, support me. i appreciate it ! then some of them are quite keen on meeting up too. i'm not like saying i'm popular or whatever. i'm surprised, really. i din't expect to maintain this level of contact with them, after i don't get to see them. i dint go to army with the intention of having more friends. and their so so nice. i'm glad to know them. these are friends i would gladly make time for. genuine friends with a kind heart.
friends i will treasure.

this year has not ended but it has been full of surprises. from the people around me. my actions. or what happened to me. some things i surprised even myself. other things i did, suprised other people. regret?? i'll try my very best not to. very eventful year.

more suprisess ?



cause this is real
and this is good
it warms the inside just like it should

but most of all
most of all
it's built to last