i forgot to what it feels like, to feel normal, to be normal

i forgot to what food taste like
i wake up in so much spit and sweat
is that normal
what is normal?

now i'm shh shakinn
shhakin
shh sh shakin shh shakinn

i'm shh shakinn





12.00 am!! 12 dec 2006

HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! DAMN DAMN FUNNY LA!!




12.01 am ???

fun fun and more fun to come!!!! whooooo hoooooooo
and thanks everyone for all the wishes, treats!!
gonna miss A LOT OF THINGS. :(

small boy no more! learnt a lot, got to change for the better and stop doing stupid stupid things
there's lot of things that i don't deserve, yet some things i truly want, i can't get.
i think it's time really for me to restart, new year soon!


everything is gonna be great!

i want to blog more but dunno what also.. got to sleep NOW.. happy happy happy!
papa, mummy and jie jie rocks!!






never ever changing, your still the same




this is the last time
that i will say these words
i remember the first time
the first of many lies
sweep it into the corner
or hide it under the bed
say these things go away
but they never do
something i wasn't sure of
but i was in the middle of
something i forget now
but i've seen too little of

this is the last time
that i will show my face
one last tender lie
and then i'm out of this place
so tread it into the carpet
or hide it under the stairs
say that some things never die
well i tried and i tried