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i hate to sound angsty and like some girl, whiny and so so negative.. but i really need to rant yes me me me, I I I !!!

i always think that something happens for a reason..
your hungry, you eat. your angry because your friend pissed you off. your sad cause you failed your maths test. you feel so misjudged when your friends wrong you.you get so damn annoyed when people do those small little irritating things. and i feel angsty because i just FEEL so.. and for good reasons , but its useless.. i know i cannot solve these "problems".. it takes two hands to clap.. i always try my best to give in and compromise as much as i can, maybe it may seem that my actions may not match my intentions.. but i'm always trying.. believe me.

it's only now that i realise, that i should stop trying.. why try so hard when people don't see your effort? don't appreciate it at all.. i'm not some dog.. when your happy, you treat me nice, when your not you just shut me off. and yes dogs have feelings too, it hurts.

in the end it all doesn't matter.. maybe it's better to realise it now.. then later, when it will hurt more.. it's always nice to know that there are still many nice people around and those are the ones you should treasure more than ever.. wasting your time on superficial, egoistic and sefish people is just not worth it..

i dunnoo but i think that once you lose someone's trust and faith, i think it's very hard to win it back.. so try not to lose it !

sometimes its better to just shut up and keep quiet.. that way nothing can go wrong. theres no need to prove yourself, ultimately you know yourself best and thats all that matters. the harder you try to prove yourself, the worse it gets..

hypocrites are everywhere.. just look in the mirror and you probably will see one

so much for being SO angsty.. it's better to let go.. think positively

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